low

i hate being low in the middle of the night ... no other word describes it other than it sucks. all i wanna do is sleep but instead i get to sit here and wait til my bs comes up before i can go back to sleep ... ug. what's the cure tonight? orange pineapple sunny d and half of a half of a sub from avantis lol ... ha ha, i'm brilliant when it comes to lows.

f.p.g.

furby on my book shelf ...

my pink pump ...

and the garbage that a site leaves ...

stupid car.

i have the most stupid truck in the entire world. some one please explain to me how a ford escape or any car at that, can accelerate on it's own without me pressing the gas? really ... and for once someone else drove my car and experienced it too. it's not all in my head. i paid a ton of money last winter to have two different mechanics fix my freaking truck. and finally we thought it was good ... but nooooo ... now that it's winter again, the most dangerous time of the year it decides to have a freaking mind of it's own and accelerate in the snow and try and kill me. some day it might, it's the most dangerous thing ever. and anyone who has ever driven a vehicle in crazy ass snow and have it try n drive itself, may understand what i'm talking about. i refuse to pay another penny to have this piece of shit truck not be fixed. ug.

d.i.a.b.e.t.i.c. p.r.i.n.c.e.s.s.

i'm back.
no posts in over a year.
been so long.
it's 2010?
still diabetic.
blood sugars hate me.
crazyness.
pink insulin pump instead of blue.
24 now.
got a chinchilla for christmas.
have a new house.
new roommates.
house is still in boxes.
goodbye old stressfull job.
hello new unstressfull job.
like it waaaay better.
brother is in jamaca right now.
very jealous.
sister's watching brother and gf's house and kittens.
other brother has a cold.
me too!
it's almost the weekend.
and i'm back.

:-)